At times You
seem so fragile;
like the
dust-rotted threads
of grandma’s quilt –
snapping to
powder
as I pull You close;
my life fabric
unraveling in cold,
unguarded chaos.
A calico patch
fades,
sun bleached to blank perfection –
still I mourn the loss of color.
I think I spot
You in the
motley costume of a clever clown,
chase that merry Andrew to the moon;
but the
vagabond’s dress decays
as stars fade into knowledge.
It is then You
seem most strong;
not part of any vesture -
and hold me
ever tighter,
without any rags at all.
Written
October 16, 2003